The Fall Revisited

May the grace, peace, and love from God the Father and Jesus Christ our Lord be with you. I will keep this brief as I don’t really have much to speak today, for i am feeling very distorted by the events that have taken place on this day, and the events I speak of are tragic.

As of Friday, June 26th 2015, same sex marriage is legalized across the entire United States nation. 

Sons and daughters of God, the time has now come for our voices to stand among the distortions and be heard. Enough is enough. If I am understanding the ruling of the 14th amendment, it now states that same sex marriage is constitutional. With that said, the laws of this nation legally go against the Government of God, and THIS MUST NOT BE. It is time for us to stand in the gap brothers and sisters. Destroy the tyranny of evil men by being the shepherds of those that are lost. They can’t silence an entire nation of lambs. His kingdom is one that cannot be shaken.

Here are the words from our faithless leader:

Our nation was founded on a bedrock principle: that we are all created equal,” Obama said in a statement Friday in the White House Rose Garden.

“Sometimes there are days like this, when that slow, steady effort is rewarded with justice that arrives like a thunderbolt*,” he continued. “This morning, the Supreme Court recognized that the constitution guarantees marriage equality. In doing so they have reaffirmed that all Americans are entitled to equal protection of the law, that all people should be treated equally regardless of who they are or who they love.”

“This ruling is a victory for America,” he said. “This decision affirms what millions of Americans already believe in their hearts. When all Americans are treated as equal, we are all more free.”

The Fall of America has begun.


Luke 10:18 And he said unto them, I beheld Satan as lightning fall from heaven.

Isaiah 14:12-27: How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations! For thou hast said in thine heart, I will ascend into heaven, I will exalt my throne above the stars of God: I will sit also upon the mount of the congregation, in the sides of the north: I will ascend above the heights of the clouds; I will be like the most High. Yet thou shalt be brought down to hell, to the sides of the pit. They that see thee shall narrowly look upon thee, and consider thee, saying, Is this the man that made the earth to tremble, that did shake kingdoms; That made the world as a wilderness, and destroyed the cities thereof; that opened not the house of his prisoners? All the kings of the nations, even all of them, lie in glory, every one in his own house. But thou art cast out of thy grave like an abominable branch, and as the raiment of those that are slain, thrust through with a sword, that go down to the stones of the pit; as a carcase trodden under feet. Thou shalt not be joined with them in burial, because thou hast destroyed thy land, and slain thy people: the seed of evildoers shall never be renowned. Prepare slaughter for his children for the iniquity of their fathers; that they do not rise, nor possess the land, nor fill the face of the world with cities. For I will rise up against them, saith the Lord of hosts, and cut off from Babylon the name, and remnant, and son, and nephew, saith the Lord . I will also make it a possession for the bittern, and pools of water: and I will sweep it with the besom of destruction, saith the Lord of hosts. The Lord of hosts hath sworn, saying, Surely as I have thought, so shall it come to pass; and as I have purposed, so shall it stand: That I will break the Assyrian in my land, and upon my mountains tread him under foot: then shall his yoke depart from off them, and his burden depart from off their shoulders. This is the purpose that is purposed upon the whole earth: and this is the hand that is stretched out upon all the nations. For the Lord of hosts hath purposed, and who shall disannul it? and his hand is stretched out, and who shall turn it back?


| Luke 10:18-37 | And he said unto them, I beheld Satan as lightning fall from heaven.    Behold, I give unto you power to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy: and nothing shall by any means hurt you.    Notwithstanding in this rejoice not, that the spirits are subject unto you; but rather rejoice, because your names are written in heaven.  In that hour Jesus rejoiced in spirit, and said, I thank thee, O Father, Lord of heaven and earth, that thou hast hid these things from the wise and prudent, and hast revealed them unto babes: even so, Father; for so it seemed good in thy sight.    All things are delivered to me of my Father: and no man knoweth who the Son is, but the Father; and who the Father is, but the Son, and he to whom the Son will reveal him.  And he turned him unto his disciples, and said privately, Blessed are the eyes which see the things that ye see:    For I tell you, that many prophets and kings have desired to see those things which ye see, and have not seen them; and to hear those things which ye hear, and have not heard them.  And, behold, a certain lawyer stood up, and tempted him, saying, Master, what shall I do to inherit eternal life?  He said unto him, What is written in the law? how readest thou?  And he answering said, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy strength, and with all thy mind; and thy neighbour as thyself.  And he said unto him, Thou hast answered right: this do, and thou shalt live.  But he, willing to justify himself, said unto Jesus, And who is my neighbour?  And Jesus answering said, A certain man went down from Jerusalem to Jericho, and fell among thieves, which stripped him of his raiment, and wounded him, and departed, leaving him half dead.    And by chance there came down a certain priest that way: and when he saw him, he passed by on the other side.    And likewise a Levite, when he was at the place, came and looked on him, and passed by on the other side.    But a certain Samaritan, as he journeyed, came where he was: and when he saw him, he had compassion on him,    And went to him, and bound up his wounds, pouring in oil and wine, and set him on his own beast, and brought him to an inn, and took care of him.    And on the morrow when he departed, he took out two pence, and gave them to the host, and said unto him, Take care of him; and whatsoever thou spendest more, when I come again, I will repay thee.    Which now of these three, thinkest thou, was neighbour unto him that fell among the thieves?  And he said, He that shewed mercy on him. Then said Jesus unto him, Go, and do thou likewise.

And lastly, Little children… Keep yourselves from idols.


Through the darkness shines a light…

Isaiah 6:1-13 KJV –  In the year that king Uzziah died I saw also the Lord sitting upon a throne, high and lifted up, and his train filled the temple.  Above it stood the seraphims: each one had six wings; with twain he covered his face, and with twain he covered his feet, and with twain he did fly.  And one cried unto another, and said, Holy, holy, holy, is the Lord of hosts: the whole earth is full of his glory.  And the posts of the door moved at the voice of him that cried, and the house was filled with smoke.  Then said I, Woe is me! for I am undone; because I am a man of unclean lips, and I dwell in the midst of a people of unclean lips: for mine eyes have seen the King, the Lord of hosts.  Then flew one of the seraphims unto me, having a live coal in his hand, which he had taken with the tongs from off the altar:  And he laid it upon my mouth, and said, Lo, this hath touched thy lips; and thine iniquity is taken away, and thy sin purged.  Also I heard the voice of the Lord, saying, Whom shall I send, and who will go for us? Then said I, Here am I; send me.  And he said, Go, and tell this people, Hear ye indeed, but understand not; and see ye indeed, but perceive not.  Make the heart of this people fat, and make their ears heavy, and shut their eyes; lest they see with their eyes, and hear with their ears, and understand with their heart, and convert, and be healed.  Then said I, Lord, how long? And he answered, Until the cities be wasted without inhabitant, and the houses without man, and the land be utterly desolate,  And the Lord have removed men far away, and there be a great forsaking in the midst of the land.  But yet in it shall be a tenth, and it shall return, and shall be eaten: as a teil tree, and as an oak, whose substance is in them, when they cast their leaves: so the holy seed shall be the substance thereof.

Are you amongst the tenth that shall return? The tenth that bares the holy seed? OR shall you remain forsaken? I ask myself this same question believers and unbelievers. We must finally wake up.

wake up Christian citizens of America 

wake up Christian citizens around this earth that God created. 

Christ saved me and He can save you all as well.

one by one, come undone

come alive, everyone

A message to all America

May the grace, peace, and love from God our Eternal Father and Jesus Christ our Lord and Saviour be with you all who stumble onto this message. I am feeling a sense of urgency and alarm in my spirit, and with the frequency of tragic events taking place in this country, I feel now that it is time to act. To all of the shepherds out there who are ministers to a multitude, you are being tested. What will your stand be? In the gap? With the crowds of the dead shambling upon earth? Will you stand up for the faith of God? Or will you teach your budding children that we should use violence to coincide with God? This must not be allowed. Do not become influenced by the wiles of Satan. Stand up and fight the good fight! Even if it brings you to death, for you shall be saved for your faith in God and in Jesus Christ. Stay meek. Stay humble. You shall have your reward in Him. For every choice you make. Heed my words.


We are entering into a transitional stage here in the Divided States of the Offended, and with the recent and past tragedies occurring in Ferguson, Missouri; as well as New York, Baltimore, Florida, South Carolina; also Aurora, Colorado and all of the other tragic events that have transpired since the spawning of America but the media didnt cover or the word didn’t spread about said tragedies. All of the lives lost since the inception of America are a sad moment in time for this is one more life lost that couldve possibly been lead to know Jesus Christ and our Eternal Father Yahweh. I speak these things in my flesh because God has orchestrated a far greater plan for mankind and all of these named as well as unnamed individuals were all instruments in the great turning of God’s grand creation. This transition I speak of involves guns being allowed in the churches and houses of worship. I will now present a thought to each and every one of you readers out there and I pray that this reaches the right hearts. God, my Almighty Father who art in heaven, may your merciful and graceful hand be with the readers of this blog.


We cannot allow guns to be brought into our churches. Stand against such a ghastly thought! Anyone who knows the teachings of Jesus Christ and the spiritual workings of God the Father, would stand against this temptation. Satan is working from the inside out. I am calling out to all of you pastors out there, keep guns out of your churches. Stay vigilant in the faith of Christ and the power of God. Do not let the fear of man be instilled in your heart. As it is written in Isaiah, let God be your fear, LET HIM BE YOUR DREAD. For your punishment will be far worse if you follow your own imaginations and deny what God has planned for you. Jesus tells us to turn the other cheek, do not live by the sword that slays flesh but instead wield the sword of truth that cuts down the evil machinations of Satan and his evil agents. Be prepared everyone. This message is meant for not just pastors but for everyone that professes Jesus Christ as the Son of God and those of you out there who can sense the impending doom upon the morality, spirituality, and life of this country. The storm is coming and I dont think any of you are ready for it. 

If I were the devil, this is what I would do. Institute the manmade instruments of death to protect the lost sheep, instead of the power of the blood of the Lamb of God. If I were the devil, I would make sure the Islamic mosques are now able to bring guns to protect themselves from Christians or anyone else who disagrees with the Satanic spawn that is the false prophet Mohammed. Think about what I just said Americans. If I were the devil, I would manipulate the citizens of America to believe i am taking their guns away, only to cause an uprising that will eventually trigger a nation upheld by martial law. If I were the devil, I would infect the food and water with contaminants that changes and alters the way we think, live, develop and progress as humans progressing into nihilistic, hedonistic animals. If I were the devil, I would manipulate humans to change their gender completely, man becomes woman, woman becomes man… And now I will cause them to plead for equal rights. If I were the devil, I would manipulate the spirits of an nation to plead for equal rights. I would create the internet and manifest all horrors of horrors right before your very eyes. I am desensitizing you through movies, video games, radio, magazines, newspapers, books, television, cell phones, tablets. I am always with you watching you at every step and breath. I will keep you distracted for as long as you allow me to. If I were the devil, I would run for president and cause an entire country to believe that I am a moron. The blind are lead by the mastermind that is Satan. If I were the devil i would create Islam. Ill let you figure out what happens next. 

I am undone.

Obama and Israel

May the grace, peace, and love of Yahweh, the Eternal One, LORD JEHOVAH, God our Father and Yeshua, our Lord Jesus Christ be with you all. The following is from The Stand on Crawford Broadcasting Network, you can access all of The Stand commentaries on the Crawford Broadcasting website. I felt compelled to share with you all this piece I heard on the radio. It is very moving very honest. I hope you all are prayerfully and faithfully prepared for the Reckoning Day. God be with us all. 


March 16, 2015



The words of President Barack Hussein Obama.


The words of a Republican congressman.

Speaker of the House Republican John Boehner invited Prime Minister Benjamin Netanyahu to address the Congress. That in many ways was unprecedented and, as the White House insisted, improper protocol. In other words, disrespectful of the President of the United States. Nevertheless, the speech went down.

The issue of course is Iran and the forthcoming nuclear treaty with Iran as negotiated by President Obama. That monumental event should happen, we are told, at or about March 24, 2015. The agreement, the understanding we are told will contain the ideas and policymaking of the President, who does not intend to submit the agreement to Congress for review and approval, so we are told. Iran, the world knows, is very close to being a nuclear power, and consequently very close to building nuclear weapons which can completely change the balance of power in the Middle East and influence and world and all nations as never before. President Obama is supposedly asking Iran to cease and desist all work on nuclear weapons and to agree as such in this new agreement-understanding. That agreement would for the most part be built on trust and mutual understanding, two concepts utterly foreign to Iran and its supreme leader Ayatollah Ali Khamenei.

The speech occurred, as you know, Tuesday, March 4 in Washington, DC. President Obama thought so little of Benjamin Netanyahu’s speech to Congress that he made clear he had not even bothered to watch it. But again went on to say that the text did not “offer any viable alternatives” with regard to the Administration’s pending nuclear deal with Iran. I suppose as is so often the case his aides told him what to say. But the reality was that the Netanyahu speech was powerful indeed, as perhaps the President feared.

Prime Minister Netanyahu was both bipartisan and gracious to Mr. Obama for all he “has done for Israel.” The Prime Minister cited examples of such acts which were not previously publicly known. At the same time, Netanyahu made a very systematic and reasoned case against the looming nuclear deal with Iran, willing all the while to run the risk of breaking protocol and arousing the ire of the President in order to make his case.

Benjamin Netanyahu called the proposed treaty-agreement with Iran as proposed by Obama a “very bad deal.” He reminded the Congress, our country and the world that the Iranian regime had long sponsored terror and jihadist activities, that this Iran had and continues to threaten to “annihilate” Israel, an even more realistic threat should Iran have nuclear warfare capability.

In addition, said Mr. Netanyahu, Iran is bent on regional domination, the total control of the Arab and Muslim world and the leader of the soon to come warfare of some kind on the West. Netanyahu wondered how it was possible to make any trusting agreement with Iran which would result in all such military activities to cease and desist. The majority of our Congress surely agrees.

The Obama Administration argues that a nuclear accord with Iran will help move the revolutionary regime toward moderation. But Mr. Netanyahu spent some 15 minutes laying out the regime’s historical record. Since Hassan Rouhani became President of Iran in 2013, internal repression has become even worse than in the days of the Administration of Mahmoud Ahmadinejad. Descent is crushed and descenders are killed. Iran has greatly increased its military support for Bashar Assad in Syria. The country has gained de facto control of North Yemen. It continues to arm Hezbollah in Lebanon. Iran arms and funds the terrorist activities of Hamas in Gaza and it does the very same for the Shiite militias in Iraq as that country is once again torn apart. Iran is a savage, killing nation bent, Netanyahu warned again, on the total destruction of Israel and the slaughter of Jews the world over.

The Prime Minister carefully noted that the pending deal with Iran would remove the economic sanctions that have finally driven Iran to the negotiating table. The deal with Obama would remove the very things which have finally forced Iran to bargain, however sincere the negotiations may be. “Would,” said Netanyahu, “Iran be less aggressive when sanctions are removed and its economy is stronger?” Why, he said should Iran’s radical regime change for the better when it can enjoy the best of both worlds:


As you might expect, President Obama and his Administration ignored those issuesquestions for any rational answers might well contradict the intentions and the ultimate terms and conditions of the Iran agreement.

The treaty-agreement with Iran would call for regular inspections of nuclear facilities. The Prime Minister raised doubts whether or not even an intrusive inspection regimen would guarantee timely notice if Iran seeks to divert its nuclear capabilities from peaceful purposes to bomb-building. Netanyahu reminded our Congress that North Korea had agreed to inspections in a deal with the Clinton Administration, only to oust the inspectors and the inspection processes years later, proceeding immediately to build its very own nuclear arsenal which led Prime Minister Netanyahu to the bottomline and the ultimate challenge to Obama and our Congress:

“Here’s the problem: you see, inspectors document violations: they don’t stop them.”

And indeed there must even be assumption that the inspectors are objective, fair and do in fact document violations so that America and the world can know and deal with them. Is it possible, Netanyahu wondered, for any objective inspection process to in fact occur? He thought not, and most would agree. And if in fact there were such violations, what would the world and especially America do? At what point in time, or the building of nuclear warfare capability, would America intervene with military force, wondered Netanyahu? How does America and the world deal with a regime bent on perfecting a robust nuclear infrastructure no matter what?

The Obama deal would accept Iran’s already existing robust nuclear infrastructure, a disastrous mistake. The Agreement would also provide for a ten year sunset provision after which Iran could enrich as much uranium as it wishes. In short, if this agreement were to occur, and Iran would abide by the terms and conditions thereof, Iran would not be able to enrich enough uranium to build nuclear weapons and so the world would be safe for 10 years. But watch out, mankind, for that 11th year.

Even the inept United Nations and its Security Council, seemingly pro-Arab as it is, demanded that Iran halt all enrichment activities in a resolution adopted as far back as 2010. A lot of good that did, implied Netanyahu. The five years since, Iran has not only not stopped, but actually increased its uranium enrichment activities utterly ignoring the apathetic United Nations. The Obama Administration rather lamely says that it can’t plausibly forbid Iran from having some enrichment capability. Enrichment would therefore continue under the Obama deal. And as such, that ongoing capability makes it easier for Iran to cheat, that is do what it wishes, no matter the terms and conditions of any agreement it may make. It seems impossible that inspections would occur in every place where enrichment can occur for the Iranians are masters at deceit. Prime Minister Netanyahu rightly noted to Congress that:


And it surely could. But even more, the Prime Minister said that Iran could:

“Get to a bomb by keeping the deal.”

In short, nuclear capability could be attained by Iran with or without the Obama deal, scary notions for the world, are they not?

It seems as though the Obama Administration claims that the only alternatives in the present are the deal he wishes to make with Iran or:


In short, the Obama way for nuclear disaster. Not so said Mr. Netanyahu for there is at least a third choice. That is:


The Prime Minister made clear that economic and other sanctions had driven Iran to the negotiating table at a time when oil was $100 per barrel and Iran would be under even greater pressure now when oil is at or about $50 per barrel. In short, economic sanctions worked in good times and they would be far better in their severity in bad times. Iran is still a relatively weak country economically and under great economic pressure. That economic leverage increases by the day and the United States has leverage to drive an even harder bargain if it is willing to do so. That said Mr. Netanyahu should be the right course of action.

Nonetheless, the Prime Minister, knowing how the political world works indicated that he would be open to accepting some kind of agreement the best that could be arranged, no matter the attempts to portray him as opposed to any concessions. Netanyahu then however made it clear that any sunset provision would only be acceptable to him and consequently to Israel if it hinged on a clear and transparent change in Iran’s military behavior. Netanyahu emphatically stated:

“If the world powers are not prepared to insist that Iran change its behavior before a deal is signed, at the very least they should insist that Iran change its behavior before a deal expires.”

So clear, so objective, so aggressive was that statement that the Congress rose in agreement and offered Mr. Netanyahu a standing ovation. The Prime Minister knows that his real audience, those who will really listen and care in America is the Congress and the American people, and not President Obama. The Netanyahu speech raised serious doubts about any accord with Iran which Mr. Obama wants and which the President has been negotiating in secret. No one in Congress understands the terms and conditions of the Obama deal, a startling fact don’t you think?

President Barack Hussein Obama wants Americans to accept his deal, his arrangement and agreement with Iran without a vote in Congress! That itself is a major violation of the American system, ignoring the rightful powers of Congress and an illustration once again of the President with the pen and the phone doing exactly what he wants no matter the consequences. God help America if that happens.

Iran is a state sponsor of terror and has been officially listed as such by the world for more than 30 years. It has developed an extensive military-industrial complex, having spent hundreds of billions of dollars to do so. It supplies weapons to terrorist nations and organizations the world over. With Iran’s help, Hezbollah as stockpiled more than 60,000 surface-to-surface rockets in Lebanon while Hamas has stockpiled about $10,000 surface-to-surface rockets in Gaza, all such for the stated purpose of wiping Israel off the face of the earth. The same regime which has executed tens of thousands of its own citizens for political opposition now would promise not to build a nuclear bomb. The notion, the promises absurd on its face. Iran has close allies in Russia, China and North Korea leading nations in the developing of ballistic missiles and nuclear capabilities. Even in South and Central America, Iran has engaged in money laundering, drug and arms trafficking, counterfeiting, promoting jihad and plotting terrorist attacks. And the President of our great country would have us believe that this kind of nation is one we can trust to live by the terms and conditions of his deal. North Korea, Pakistan and India all agreed to full disclosure and inspections and each of the three nations developed nuclear weapons despite international agreements in secret. Iran would do the same. THIS LED REPUBLICAN REPRESENTATIVE CHRIS STEWART FROM UTAH TO STATE THE FOLLOWING:

“A shrewder President would know to walk away from this bad deal.”

Stewart indicates that Congress, Obama notwithstanding, intends to be very aggressive and proactive in making certain that any deal done with Iran is done right and not at the whim of a President.

President Obama and his Administration continue to be outraged, agitated and “angry” at Prime Minister Netanyahu for making the speech, as even the New York Times stated “unusually sharp criticism.” Following party lines, Vice President Joe Biden did not attend, nor did 60 democratic congressmen and senators, supposedly in respect for President Obama and of course the disrespect of Prime Minister Netanyahu. National Security Advisor Susan Rice declared that the Prime Minister’s appearance and speech before Congress was “destructive of the fabric of the relationship” between the United States and Israel. More unusually sharp criticism. Secretary of State John Kerry questioned Mr. Netanyahu’s judgment for having supported the 2003 invasion of Iraq but failed, in typical Kerry fashion, to mention that as a United States Senator in 2003, he Kerry had voted for the war. Convenient amnesia, don’t you think? Many think that all of this Democrat rant actually made the Netanyahu speech more significant and the results more dramatic than they otherwise would have been. Many millions more watched and heard what Netanyahu had to say. All supporters of Israel and surely all Jews should now know very clearly where President Obama and his Administration stand on Israel. There is now open antipathy between Obama and Netanyahu, transparent for all to see. Making clear the fabrication that:

“America has Israel’s back.”

And now knowing for a fact that America and Obama have turned their backs on Israel and Netanyahu. A sad day and a sad turn of events for all things Judeo-Christian, for America, and for the peace of the world.

Netanyahu, like him or not, is a man straight, truthful and with a passion for Israel, its growth and survival. The Netanyahu speech should help the world focus on Iran, the most evil-driven country in the world bent on hatred, warfare, terrorism, total domination in the Middle East, the nuclear annihilation of Israel and eventually, the destruction of the West. Never forget my fellow Americans that this evil Iran-driven access of powers regards Israel as:


But the real problem, which Iran intends to solve someday in the future, with its evergrowing nuclear capability, is America, WE THE PEOPLE:


The Obama deal with Iran will put the Middle East, Israel and even the world in far greater danger. We can only hope and pray that such a deal is not struck, and if so, never gets the blessing, gratification or funding by the Congress of the United States, no matter the pathetic, compromising position of so many Democrats, including Obama himself. And we, people of faith should continue to:


For if left to Iran, that will never happen. Iran will never rest until every Jew, every Israeli is:


A Question For Everyone

Greetings brothers and sisters.

May the grace, love, and peace from God our Father, and Jesus Christ our Lord be with you all. I haven’t blogged in a few days but I have returned with a quick question that I would for anyone who reads this to interact if you would. Peace be with you all through the love of Yahweh and Yeshua.

If a hairy man walked up to your door, girded with sackcloth and leather about his loins, who professed to be a follower of Christ, and a child of God, walking this country in the name of Jesus Christ, who would then ask you for some bread, water, and place to rest, how would you react to such an individual?

I would love to hear some responses.


Paradise Lost

Greetings brethren and sistren.

I hope this can give you all insight into a small detail of where I came from in this great controversy and I pray that the telling of my journey will help some of you readers possibly join the fold.. May God and Jesus Christ be with you always. I dedicate this blog to all the little children (all of you readers out there) that have lost their paradise to the world, and regained their purity through the everlasting blessings and lovingkindness of Yahweh. Let Him be your guiding through this abysmal darkness.




Throughout my childhood,


I of course was not aware of the evil, unclean agents of Satan weaving their abominable machinations through me, but I was aware of the blasphemous and sinful works I had been committing. Many years I spent behind closed doors and in the shadows of the abyss trying and wanting to conceal my sins. The curiosity of a child with no true foundation in God is a sure way to find that child engulfed in darkness. Paradise lost. The wonders and imaginations that a child’s mind can create can be a beautiful place, the preferred location to instill the works of God is on the pure heart of a child.


What if the purity is actually taken away by curiosity? Satan takes the wheel and reigns filth upon the child’s heart from every direction. Too easy a task for the prince of evil. It is no surprise that I became the person I was for so long in my life. There was no shame. The jezebel spirit found in the workings of man’s boundless wickedness, through pornography in magazines, in movies, on the television in this day and age, and the most intense case being the internet…it was all a device to chain my soul to utter depravity, and I spent the first quarter of my life and some years to follow defiling my flesh and corrupting my soul to no end. Porn was literally hidden in every form of media all throughout my childhood home. Innocence stolen from me at age 6. It was no longer Satan and his agents to blame for these transgressions, but my own will was to blame. I wanted to take part in these things. It was a lust of the flesh driving me to spend large amounts of money on perversion. The wicked one planted a virus, a sick spiritual disease in my heart while I was in the womb, and by the time in my life when I discovered morality, and choosing right from wrong, I always chose wrong. I always chose immorality.


A vision came to me during my childhood, probably around the age of 9. This was one of the first encounters with the terrors of my mind and of my heart. I found myself being on the receiving end of many nights like this. Shadows terrified me, and I couldn’t sleep some nights. A horrible combination. I mostly hid under the covers. I had welcomed demons inside my psyche at an early age.

I beheld myself standing on a mass of land floating above a seemingly endless body of water, which was green murky water, not fit for contact with human flesh. Moving throughout the water was a beast of marvelous size, a leviathan with the head of a dragon and the body of a serpent, countless numbers of limbs and fins extended from its body, the imagery comparable to a centipede. It was repulsive. As I turned to look away from the beast, I noticed a land of desolate dwellings and structures, decrepit in appearance, and it seemed as though there was no life among them. As I journeyed through this land, moving only as fast as the vision allowed me, I encountered two individuals of elderly appearance, except on the head where faces should’ve been, there were only mouths that were of darkness when they spoke, and the remainder of them was void of details. A male and female. I can’t recall hearing many words, but I do remember being told that I wasn’t wanted here. They immediately began to pursue me. No matter their elderly stature, no matter how fast I moved, they were always behind me. Never ceasing to make me feel what they had intended for me to feel. Unimaginable fear with no escape. The vision ended when they captured me and threw me from the land mass into the water from so high above. I awoke falling from my bunk bed as I hit my head on the desk below. I also pissed on myself.


The dreams and visions that have came upon me are always of great details, and all too realistic, I sometimes thought I would surely die in my sleep. I know now that something dark was living down in my heart, and this thing that should not be was determined to extinguish my light eternally. A tormented, tortured soul I was spiritually. I was unaware of the events transpiring within my being. It wasn’t an agent of the wicked one, but Satan himself had taken his personal possession of my subconscious and my mortal shell. I was doomed from the very beginning. The devil and God were raging inside of me.


We must all fight the good fight, for Satan has stolen from all of us. The monster robs the cradles. No longer can we allow him to afflict us. Not as long as the will of God makes us able. Bury your guns in the sand, for they are the inventions of man. Take up instead the mighty arms of God. We are all in the midst of a spiritual warfare, instruments of death created by fleshly men are to no success in this fight. How can you kill that which you cannot see? If a man threatens your life, you will either choose God’s will to be done, or you will resist evil and lean on your own understanding, what path do you choose? The devil and God are raging inside all of us.

May the grace, peace, and love from God our Father, Lord Jehovah, and Jesus Christ our Lord, Yeshua the King of kings. He is risen.

Little children, keep yourselves from idols.

Who I Am

My life began on the 20th of October in the year 1986 AD, at the time of recording this, it is the year 2015 AD, which places us 29 years after my birth. I am 28 years old at the time of recording this. I am unaware of the lives my parents lived before I was brought into this world. I knew not of who they were, or if they were ready for parenthood at the time of my birth. I have fleeting moments and visions of being in the womb, the images are hazy, and it perplexes me so, that I am able to recall such a thought. I am however not surprised that I am unable to form words to clearly describe such an experience. An infant is born without anything pertaining to wisdom or knowledge or influence, except what God bestows in our hearts, anything less than that is darkness, not of God, and muffled noises from the outside. My birth wasn’t without complications. I suffered a double hernia in my groin, and I was also born with a complication in my right knee, which resulted in my right knee being located on the inside of my leg, causing my right leg to be not symmetrical to my left leg. My right foot was turned towards my left foot, and I was lame in my walking and running throughout the early part of my childhood development. The hernia was resolved at birth, but the lameness in my leg afflicted me for 10 years, and I suffered many insults, jokes, and bullying due to the fact. The horrors that are misguided, ignorant children. I was blessed enough to have the parents that I had since they spent their earnings on two surgeries to repair my leg the Summer I turned 10 years old. What a fantastic birthday gift in being able to walk straight for the first time. Unless you’ve walked in those shoes, you can’t understand my feelings.


The beginning of the life that God blessed me to have and cherish had many experiences as well as opportunities to learn of God, to learn of His Holy Scriptures, meaning the Bible, and to learn of His Only Begotten Son Jesus Christ. On the contrary, the powers of darkness were working and moving exceedingly towards the goal of debasing my spirit and my innocence, and it shames me now to know their endeavors upon my heart and soul were successful. For 26 years, I spent my living in relentless, remorseless, apathetic, blasphemous perversion. I had willingly plunged my entire being into the abyss with thoughts or intentions of reconciling my soul. I welcomed atheism into my life at a young age. The truth is that God never abandoned me, I had abandoned God and His Amazing Grace. I wanted to die young. Hellbent on destruction and living as fast as I could. I didn’t have time to think about salvation. There was no shame. No guilt for any wrongs I may have brought upon my family, friends, or strangers. The great controversy of my life began the moment I was conceived. Who is to say, besides God, that this isn’t the case with all human beings? We are born in sin due to our parents before us. The salvation, or damnation of our soul depends wholly on us as individuals. Good or evil, its your choice to make.


Redemption is found through an individual walk with Jesus Christ, and through a personal relationship with God. There is no other way. No mortal man can bring you grace, faith, salvation, nor can any mortal man show the way.


For it is written:


“I am the way, the truth, and the life, no man cometh to the Father, but by me” John 14:6


Only through believing in God, Jesus Christ, and through effective prayer, meaning prayer in faith, can one truly come to the glory and grace of God, and never forget that all of man has fallen, come short of the glory of the one true and faithful, all merciful God. We are all men and women, and we are all fallen men and women. Only God can judge us, and only God can save us from or sinful nature.