This is not a story. This is not a work of fiction. This is not going to end in the way that we think or believe. As a matter of fact, none of us truly knows exactly how all of this will end. This is the reality of life and the uncertainty of death, and we will all have to face God, the Almighty Creator, at the conclusion of this great controversy. Forget everything you know, and everything that you thought or claimed to know about the world around you., about your family, about your friends, about your enemies, and last but not least, forget everything you thought you knew about yourself. Its time for self-examination. Self-denial. A total reboot of your brain and your heart. Change starts within. Reformation begins within your heart.
Praise be to God, for all glory happens in His name. All that will be established, all that must be established, and all that has been established, is done so according to the Divine will of God, the Author of all Creation, the Almighty Father who art in heaven, praise be to God! He who gave His Only Begotten Son, our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, to the world to wash all of mankind in the blood of the Lamb, as a ransom to pay for the sins of all humanity.
I owe all things in my life to God, for He Is the I AM, the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End, the First and the Last, the One and Only Glorious God, the Holy One of Israel. Be still and know He Is who He says He Is.
This is not an attempt to convert anyone to put their faith in God Almighty, nor is it an attempt to change anyone’s beliefs, views, traditions, opinions, their life, nor to change the world. You are the keeper of your own salvation. If this leads to a conversion of the heart from evil to good, then God will see to it according to His will. Only God can change what it is written on our hearts.
What will be written on your heart?
“The heart is deceitful above all things and desperately wicked: who can know it?” Jeremiah 17:9
I must record what I have seen, the events that have occurred, my dreams and visions, all experiences that come to my remembrance. The writing style will be very scattered as my mind is scattered. The chronological order will not be met as it has occurred in my life, only what comes to remembrance as I have stayed. I will not reveal any identity, for this is not for personal gain or self-exaltation. Therefore, anonymity is the chosen route to take. I write to give a different perspective, even to myself, for we can learn many things through our own logging of our thoughts and experiences that transpire throughout the course of our lives.
I am just a broken man whose soul cries out to understand.
This is my testimony, and all of these claims are faithful and true, from the beginning to the end. There are those who knew the destruction that I’ve caused, and there are those who knewvof this person I was. There are very few who are witness to both. I love you all.
Please God have mercy on my soul.